Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Anger Dance (Lyrics)...


My anger is like a fire
Torching all things
I admire
I wish that it would go away
And bring me what I desire.

This storm...it is a brew-in'
Searching for a destination
Hoping that the warning is a comin'
To aid in the restoration
Of my well being.

My Anger Affects Others...


Peter is in a coma in the hospital.  If his mind was working, he would have complete anger and hatred toward me.  He is in so much pain.  He probably is wishing he would have kept quiet, but I don't think he learned his lesson.  He knows he did the right thing and understands that I have an anger management problem.  He will forgive me when he is better or I will do what I can to impact that decision.

My dad has always been against me and never cared for me.  He never thought I did my best in anything I did.  When I have a conversation with him, he looks down or the other way as he despises my existence.  I think I have turned out the way I am because of his hatred toward me.  I hope that the progress I make on the island will change my father's opinion and thoughts toward me.

Angry

Today was not a good day!  I found out that Peter Driscal tattled on me after I jacked it from the hardware store.  He will pay for what he did.  I feel like my lid is going to blow - I can't stand this demon inside of me.  Peter better watch his back 'cause I will be taking care of business and making him realize that he doesn't mess with Cole Matthews!  This won't be pretty!